29092015
When the conversation gets shorter , i know i am no longer important . Yeah it hurts alot but you know what , im used to it . Since last year lagi . You dissed me . Im okay with that . But then you make other people diss me . Im totally not okay with that . How could you ? When you are all i got . Still , you hurt me in the meanest way . You ditched me like its nothing . I cried to sleep thinking what have i possibly done wrong . But to no avail . Yes , friendship has its ups and downs . But why should i stay when you hate my existence ? It hurts alot trying to ignore all these shits . But im not that strong . Please cakap depan depan kalau ada tak puas hati . Jangan jadi pengecut cakap belakang . You want me to stay away , then i'll do so . Its not that hard anymore when im holding to the nothing left . Cakap tak serupa bikin . Kalau betul you want me to stay , then kau pun make effort la . Kenapa aku sorang ? Because you are not for real . Thats why . Kalau dulu rasa dekat je ,