PLAIN JANE

I would love to be the person who makes you do the things that you never did before . i would love to be the reason that you cant sleep at night thinking of me . i would love to be the one that you always wanted to protect . i would love to be the person that you so in love with till you cant bear losing me . i would love to be the person who makes your heart beat faster than ever . i would love to be the person that you're proud of . i would love to be the person who lives and loves you until the very end . I would love to do all the sweet things with you . and i would wait till you come to take me with you .I would wait even it takes a lifetime , trust me I'll wait .

why would you even care ? stop with all your nonsense . stop interfering into my life . just stay away from me . just back off . kenapa ? sebab saya dah penat cuba untuk move on and you , without hesitation came back into my life ? are you freaking kidding me ? let me make things clear , you can back off from my life and stay away from my life . stop telling what to do what is wrong with me . i know ! i know everything are wrong about me . i make a lot of mistakes but you dont have to point it out . yes , i know and i realized that you are a good guy . and i'm , right here , am the bad girl . i'm the mean one i'm the one who always made mistakes . i am socially awkward . okay ! i get it . dah tak perlu nak jadi protector atau abang untuk saya . dont waste your time trying to protect me and to be at my side when i'm weak . because after all , i won't go to you if i need someone's shoulder to cry on . its definitely not you . you dont have to watch over me . i d