PLAIN JANE

lately , things has become hard on me but i believe its far harder on everybody else .  like i always say to myself , life gets harder but eventually it will get easier .  it doesn't matter if it will take up a long time as long as it will get easier , then its fine for me . i don't even care now about people's first impression about me . well , it has always been snobish , sombong , and garang . but trust me , once you get to know me , you will be suprised by my real attitude . i am actually a very talkative person to be honest . i talk a lot and there's always a story to tell . first impression is either negative or positive . but no worries , it'll change . judging without knowing is not fair .  for example , you label someone sombong because she/he doesn't smile much . who knows she/he might having a hard time . it is just not fair . well , as for me i am inspired by those Ed Sheeran's songs . those songs literally gave me hope every t

its hard to stay positive .  how i wish that i could be like one of those fictional characters who seemed so strong and positive . books often give me hopes when i started to drown in my own ugly thoughts with the inspiring characters . and i am that kind of girl who always an unread book inside her bag . i am that kind of girl who would open a book if the situation gets awkward . i am that kind of girl who would let out a small yelp when seeing a book that she have been searching for a long time . i am that kind of girl who would dress up like one of those fictional characters do .  i am that kind of girl who stayed up late just to finish an intense chapter . i am that kind of girl who sniffs the pages of the book especially the yellow ones .  because i am such a booknerd . i read black beauty complete novel when my classmates  hate it . i cant go to a bookstore without ended up buying a book . i wont mind spending my cash on a good book because i know it all wi