Dream man

Last month i went to KL for a short holiday . I stayed at my fav aunty's house located in Bangi . So she and her husband brought me around KL and for the first time ever i went to the famous ikea . My first impression was this will be boring but i was wrong hehe . The feelings are so overwhelming that i took pictures and running around like a little kid in a chocolate factory .

I looked around the bedrooms and kitchens and the mini houses ( idk what they call it ) it makes me want to get married and settle down quickly and live in a cute little house and decorate it using ikea's stuffs because damn , they are all so cute yet so simple .

I used to be in a brief relationship with this guy which happens to be my classmate (( ew i know )) . I have to admit that i have such a good relationship with him . He is such a sweet guy and he approaches me first and that left me without any other choice . We were together for about 6 months and then it all just feels..... somehow wrong . I know that i am head over heels inlove with him but i somehow know that this wont last long . So we broke up . And i think it makes me kinda phobia with guys and all this relationship thingy .

We talked about marriage and all and it sounds so perfect like we know we would end up together but you know ... we dont . After sometimes i realized , marriage is something so serious that shouldnt be taken lightly . Its about spending your whole life with a particular person . By that means , i must accept his flaws and love him unconditionally . Its kinda scary . I dont want a husband that got looks but fail at being a gentleman . I want to get married to someone like my dad .

Abah is someone with patience as much as the ocean . He can do mostly everything . He can joke , he knows clearly what he wants , he loves kids , he is such a gentleman and everything about abah is so perfect .

I want a man that can accept my flaws and love me wholeheartedly . I want someone that can tolerate my moodswings and manjaness and everything . I want someone that i can go to when i was happy or sad . I want someone that shares the same interest and have passions and ambitions . I want someone that i can love untill ny last breath . I want someone that can lead me to jannah .