childhood crush

i used to have a crush on this guy who happens to be my neighbour . we used to play together all sort of fun games . he is 3 years older than me and a very gentleman . after finishing primary school , he went to a boarding school so we no longer see each other . when he came home for holidays , i used to go to his house and ask him to play with me but i guess , he was too shy to play with a little girl like me and he refused . after that , the gap between us grew even larger . i grew up too and we no longer spoke . and his family also moved to another country and i guess i wont be seeing him again .

i liked him alot . its hard for me to move on because he is my childhood crush . but you know , eventually the feelings just simply fades away . and i moved on , i forgot all the things about him then after several years , he came back and acted like nothing happened . it hurts me alot . we talked alot through texts and facebook . i talked about how much i hate school and he would comfort me and it felt like everything is going to be alright . because he told me so . and i believed him .

and suprisingly just now , he texted me and asked about school like back then during the old days . he told me that he hoped that im alright and if he got the time , and if the right time come then he will come back and see me . i said yes even though it makes no sense at all . i will wait fr him to come back and see me . i hope we can talk about things face to face . i hope he would be happy seeing me grow up . i hope he is the same .
but first , i just hope he will keep his words and really make an effort to come and see me .