(( moving on ))

its somehow feels like i'm going in a circle . over and over again . about to love or not to love . about to accept or not to accept . about to stay or just leave . and im sick of it . im sick of trying to sort out all of this shitty confusing feelings . you're not there when i need you the most . and it has always been me who tried hard . each day , im trying harder . but each day , too , another piece of me dies . i'm confused . i am not sure weather to believe it or to just simply ignore it . because i've had enough of this shit . i've had enough of all these lies . and i am tired of giving myself false hopes . and all i ever wanted was to feel sure about all these things . but now , all i want is to just put a stop into this . i want to get away from you . even its hard . even it hurts but i dont care anymore . because i want to be happy again . i'm tired of being heartbroken all the time . and feeling unsure about this . its tiring .

i want to walk away from you . but everytime i did , you managed to win my heart again . and its sickening . im sick of falling over and over again for you . you may bring happiness into my life , but you also bring pure sadness into me . i am not a doll that you can throw me away when you're done playing . let's just stop okay ;


we're done .