note to self


this is a note to myself .

1. stop being clingy
2. stop hoping for him to care
3. stop being so stupid 
4. kau ingat kau tahu semua benda ke ?
5. kau ingat dia tu punya perasaan macam kau ?
6. kau ingat kau tu penting sangat ke bagi dia ?
7. you're just a dandelion among the roses 
8. just stop hoping for him 
9. berhenti care pasal orang yang tak care pasal kau
10. stop hurting yourself you idiot 

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