ada masanya kau benci diri sendiri because there are times where you cant even fulfill your own wish and you cant even reach your target . well , aku pun lalu fasa macam tu . to be quite honest , i never got to reach my target for each year , never . and then you got frustrated with yourself . you get depressed and somehow you just stop living . and let me tell you , that's not cool . i feel disappointed with myself . i feel useless , i feel nothing . but then i realize , its not a big deal actually . well because all of my targets are just simple ridiculous . i mean like , to get straight A's . its not like your life depend on straight A's . you wont die just because your result is not good . it doesnt matter actually .
rezeki Allah tu kat mana mana . bukan untuk budak aliran sains je . i mean , how people can be so judgemental . kau ingat account stream untuk budak bodoh je ? seriously ?! a few weeks ago , i went to my school-to-be . and the teacher ask me what stream i want to take next year . and i said account because i dont like science as much as i like account . and then , the teacher said account stream is actually for those who are not really good in studies . and i was like , WHUTT . i was butthurt . lol . and my dad told me i choose the stream that i can tolerate with and of course i choose account stream without hesitation . come on lah .
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