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one day , im gonna be a grown up . i will be fully mature . and i want to be ready . but sometimes life's not fair . without realizing , you are already in the next phase of life . you are already 18 or 20 . but then i realized , life isnt about fair . its about who's at the top . in a family or in a government . its about hierarki . and it scares me .

some days when i finished my spm , i want to experience being a part time worker . i would love to work at a coffee shop or at a library . bcs those are my favourite things . yes , books and coffee . there are a vast amount of things that i would like to learn and experience . but there is a thing that we called as limit . by all means ;
death .

you don't know when you will die . time flies by and you already one step ahead towards the end . appreciate everything around . you may take certain things for granted without realizing . as for me , i would stop hurting people and pray more . i would cry an ocean and ask for His forgiveness nonstop. but that's a thing about us , human . we are easily distracted by all those duniawi-things . at one moment you may be scared of death and the next day you are laughing like you are never gonna die . that's a fact .

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just be ready . yolo is not for muslims .