12072014
i want to be rainbow that gives colour .
i want to be sunshine that shine the world .
but instead ,
i am just a storm .
that thunders ,
and gives shiver .
sometimes you can't hear the thunder .
but you can hear the echoes .
08052014
little did i know , people tend to get bored with me easily . not to mention i also can make them hate me . as i said for the zillions time , i am a hateful person . i don't really care about others . sometimes i wonder why i am so fond of hurting peoples . i mean , i hurt them n purpose . i want to seem them flinch because of my words . i am curious about will they hurt . i am terrible to be honest . but it's not that i don't want to be better. i do , seriously . i am always trying . i usually overcome my terrible manners by telling myself , " this is sin " and to my suprise , it works somehow . when i ask my friends , they told me , i am a bad person . my words always hurt them. and they don't really care anymore . well , maybe because they're used to it . i think so . to be honest , i did some research on myself , on me being hateful . lol . i found out that i am depressed . whut ?!?!? yeah . i am loud but i can change my self into a quite pe...
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