21062014

"this is the end . "


i created Math and Felis and they're mine . they are untouchable . nobody can borrow them . they are mine .they are mine . they are mine . i'm addicted to them . it sounds insane but that's it . that the thing about fictional character . you create them , and they are yours . no one can take them from you . you can do anything you want them . you can either kill them or turn them into something else . nobody can tell you what to do with them . you decide , you write . i like creating fictional characters . they are like the noisy sounds in my head that have been written out in a piece of paper . i create Math and Felis , i shaped them into what they are now . i create their life , their story and now , i have to end them . but i don't want to end them . and  that makes me realize something . even fictional characters come and go . nobody stay . they come and they leave when they got what they want . and the worst part is , they leave because they are bored already . they don't want to stay and let me continue their lives . they want to be free . they want to decide their own lives .Felis and Math , both agreed that they won't let me write their journey . they want to travel by themselves .they want to explore the world without me . they don't want me to write everything for them and i'm done now . this is indeed the end Math , this is it .

Felis Hunt

Mathew Lancester 

goodbye both of you .