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i went shopping at KB Mall with my mom just now .
since i got some cash from my dad plus the cash i have been saving for 2 weeks , i pamper myself with some stuffs  . the first shop i went was Popular . i think everyone knows popular . for those who didn't , it is a bookstore . well , i lavh bookstores especially bookstores with vintage style and decos . basically , i have been wanting The Faults in Our Stars by John Green since every booktubers recommended it and said it was sad , makes them cry whatsoever , so the urge to own that book becomes greater . so i hurriedly searched it on the shelves but it's not there . no TFiO ? fck it . then my mom asked the salesgirl and she said the book was out of stock . i just want to cry and curse as much as i could . luckily my mom comforted me and asked me to buy other John Green's . i ended up buying Will Grayson , Will Grayson . i hope it worth every ringgit .
but i still want TFiO though .

and then we went to PDI because i wanted a flannel shirt .
lucky me i found a blue one which is only MYR 29 ! i am so happy lol . then we went to Chicken Rice Shop and mom bought a blouse and we went to Mydin because she wanted to do some groceries shopping . after that we went home . actually i supposed to go to school today but yesterday was the last day of exam so , why not ? hehe .

1453 hours .  

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