2013

well , tahun 2013 hampir tamat . there's a lot of things that happened in this memorable year i would say .
aku rasa tahun ni aku dah banyak berubah . dari childish kepada (( cough )) sedikit matured i guess ? i hope so . empat belasan tahun , it's hard for me to let it go . cewah ! but seriously , i love being fourteen . rasa dah cukup dewasa . hamboi . mungkin aku dah experiencing lots of exciting and horrible things this year . but i'm glad it's finally coming to an end . anyway , in this entry i will be writing a few of memorable things that happened in this year .

Join Kawad Briged Bakti .
tahun lepas aku tak join mana mana aktiviti badan beruniform . well , aku pergi pemilihan kawad kaki masa f1 tapi tak terpilih . so sarjan pijah cakap masa f2 nanti aku boleh masuk . tahun ni , aku dengan semangatnya , pergi pemilihan . harapan aku untuk terpilih itu sangat besar hanya Allah yang tahu . gigih aku datang sekolah hari Sabtu semata-mata untuk pemilihan tu . kalau aku berjaya dalam pemilihan tu , aku akan masuk dalam skuad pelapis . dia ada dua skuad . skuad pelapis , skuad perdana . skuad perdana ni kira dah pro habes ah . haha . dipendekkan cerita , aku terpilih . i was so happy i can't even curse . omg haha . lagi berapa minggu i'm not so sure , kami akan bertanding masa pesko . memang berlatih habis habisan . and sadly ,i got side burn which i hate with all my heart . benci gila ! oh oh ! and aku juga terpilih untuk masuk dalam skuad perdana . indescribable feeling ever .

tapi sayang kami kalah teruk time pesko . teruk memang teruk . tak logik pun ada . nangis gila gila . tapi masa MASSAK kami menang tempat kedua . alhamdulillah . tapi aku dah tanak masuk kawad tahun depan . hehe . anyway , thanks to kakak kakak yang baik lagi peramah sebab tolong ajar adneen yang sangat lah tak confident dan penakut ni . thanks a lot !


Start wearing glasses .

bulan Februari if i'm not mistaken , i started to have sight problems . dizziness and some other things . lepas cakap dekat abah , he brought me to Rosmadi and made a pair of glasses which is in the black and red colour . buat yang full frame so tahan sikit . abah's word not mine . tapi bila pakai glasses aku rasa insecure sangat , rasa hodoh lah memacam . jadi aku jarang pakai except dalam kelas and time study . tak lama tu , glasses tu hilang mysteriously i swear . nasib ah abah tak marah . terus pergi Rosmadi jugak , and buat glasses baru . kali ni , aku buat yang saiz besar sikit ala ala old school tapi kecik sikit . eh ? haha . masih lagi memilih full frame dan still lagi warna hitam . aku fikir glasses ni akan buat aku nampak better dari yang dulu . tapi . . . . aku . . . . masih lagi insecure bila pakai glasses . huhu T^T . i think that wearing glasses are my alter-ego . lols . tapi lama lama aku praktis jugak pakai masa pergi jalan jalan atau keluar . well , takde sape pun yang ejek . haha . lepas tu aku fikir , it's not a big deal . wearing glasses are normal . haha .

i think this is the first picture of me wearing glasses isn't ? haha . obviously i am so insecure . sekarang rasa okay je bila pakai dengan tudung bawal or selendang . alhamdulillah . nerdy me !


Meet New Awesome Friends 

to be honest , aku turun kelas tahun ni . from the 3rd class to the 6th class . agak teruk . but i soothe myself by pinning an awesome quote which is ; everything happens for a reason . and yes , a very splendid thing happened behind my horrible class-demoting ? i am so puzzled . haha . and yes , i've made some new super awesome friends ! i tell you , a lot of new friends . let me mention some of them ; maryam , mysara , munierah aka mone , naemah , ain , syu , anis rasyiedah , amni syafiqah , azi , and the list is still going on . they are always there for me through  thick and thin . i am so grateful that i have them as my bestfriends not forgotten the lovely Grenade's crew . and i am so grateful because Grenade's crew are okay with me being friends with other people . they are not the jealousy type of friends thank god .

some of my awesome classmates . masa ni aku takde sebab tak datang . this was taken at the last day of school if i'm not mistaken . terserlah kegilaan mereka kan ?

i present le awesome yet lovely Grenade's crew . from left ; me , kimah , roy , syidah , yaya , mone and lastly pijah . we have been through lots of both dreadful and wonderful things together . i am so glad that i have them to be called as bestfriends . i pray may this friendship will last until our last breath .


phew .

i think this is the longest entry i've ever write in the whole century . wow . i couldn't help from being proud of myself . anyway , that's some of memorable things that i managed to remember . some of them are quite private i would say . but when i flipped through my 2013's list of mistakes , they are precious to me . that's what we call as learning process . insyaAllah next year i will be better than this year , i hope so .

till we meet gain dear lovely creatures !



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