PLAIN JANE

Alhamdulillah dah 16 aku hidup . Dan birthday tahun ni yang paling emosi . First, sebab tanpa bestfriends . Dan second , mungkin pandangan aku terhadap ulang tahun kelahiran ni dah berubah . Ye lah , dah besar kan . Takkan lah kau nak harap benda sama je . So , last night ive cried alot while on the phone with mai and roy . I was like literally crying sepanjang on the phone tu hahahaha . And tahun ni punya birthday , alhamdulillah yang terbaik pernah aku ada . Dengan suprise from classmates omg i am so touched . Meh nak cite Hari selasa tu masa sebelum rehat masa bio . Pastu lima minit nak rehat tetiba solihin mintak nak ke toilet . Aku tak syak pape pun sebab ye lah , kau nak qada hajat apa yang peliknya kan ? Tapi yang aku pelik kenapa dia kena pergi berdua dengan isyraf macam ko ni gay ke apa ? Pastu aku dengar je lah mualimah husna explain pasal hipertonik apa sume . Pastu tetiba solihin ngan isyraf masuk bawak kek and dorang semua nyanyi happy birthday . Aku cam hah ?!?!?! Terke...

Hi hi and hi . Alhamdulillah dah sebulan kat smi . For those yang tak tahu , im currently studying in science stream ((which is sadly not my first option)) . And so far , everything is still under control . As you all know , science stream memang banyak subject killer . Addmaths , chemistry and biology . Oh yeah , and physics . Alhamdulillah , so far aku tak rasa terbeban lagi . Stress tu normal la kan . And to be honest , i love addmaths . Sebab dia mencabar and need me to focus all the time . And yeah , setakat ni im the teacher's fave student . Memang classmates semua dah sedia maklum , bila class addmaths automatically i will frown . Hahahaha tu tandanya i am seriously focusing . But biology memang kena rajin baca buku . And i dont take any extra classes sebab prinsip aku , tak perlu tuisyen asal kau fokus . So ill try to pay full attention in any classes . Seumur hidup aku memang tak pernah tuisyen . Because of my anxiety probs also hahaha . Tapi selagi aku boleh bertahan , ...

Today is ihsan's last day at smi aman . He is one of my classmates and yang paling baik . So we decided to throw a farewell party for him . Atg being the responsible class monitor himself , ordered two boxes of pizza . Alya and solihin brought lasagna and some other foods . Ihsan didnt know about the party . Masa class sejarah pizza sampai . So atg and harith turun pergi ambil . Masuk class dengan dua kotak pizza buat muka selamba cam hape . And we just kept going with the class . Pastu mualimah nadia paksa ihsan bagi ucapan apa sume . He didnt want to at the first place . Pastu kena bash and paksa ngan isyraf , baru lah dia ke depan bagi ucapan . Tu pun kena ada isyraf teman hahahaha so cute ihsan . He thanked all of us and said he's sorry for everything he did . We all just kept silent masa tu . Pastu masa dia nak masuk tempat dia balik , solihin tanya ; "Ihsan , kau tak rasa sedih ke nak tinggal kami ?" And memang masa tu ihsan cam sentap and we all kept quiet ...